This is a big ass risk & giant leap of faith… Im gonna try my best to save as much as can for january. I can do this, i know i can. I cant lose my cool or quit anything once i get there. If im going to do this i have to commit 110%!! Im gonna have to penny pinch l.a.m.f but it will be worth it…. I should wait till i get a car but fuck it “lifes a risk carnal”. Here we go.

I should have never cut my hair & shaved my mustache off.

It felt wrong when i did it & now im regretting it.

I knew i shouldnt have done it but i thought i was wrong & needed to.

I didnt. I was wrong. Long hair come back.